moodless.
senseless.
directionless.

i dunno what i gonna do..

i guess it's time to meet God for awhile.. =)


hm, yesterday had great time chatting wif davs.. thou it's juz a short while.. but still, he can juz made my day.. sadly, maumau's divorced wif him n marrying marshie guy today.. wednesday.. hopefully mom allow me to use my computer..

yesterday, dad was v frustrated wif me.. rather or mayb lost his temper on me.. me n my maple.. morning woke up, mom scolded me.. it's all cuz of maple? or mayb is cuz i dun hav time management.. yea.. i dun hav appetite to eat nor do anything.. juz like.. zombie like tt.. sleep late at night.. woke up, go sch.. go home.. parents n sis scold me.. go to bed.. n repeat de whole process agn..

dardar sad cuz of me. parent's angry at me. sis always scold me. best frenz even forgotten our meeting. mayb i shld b leaving tis world.